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Lucy Locke ([personal profile] mightbeconcussed) wrote2011-09-11 07:03 pm

★ 61 [Voice]

[There's a significant pause and then a spitting sound.]

Okay so truth time. I love that buzzed, hyper, omg everything is amazing feeling that six shots of espresso in a latte gives you.

The truth part? It tastes like crap and that makes me sad.

[And another significant pause]

Sometimes, I buy a pair of shoes and realize I have a pair at home that looks almost like the pair I just bought but that new shoe high just makes it impossible for me to say no. And yes, I've had months when I ate ramen and didn't pay the light bill because new shoes are my addiction.

[ooc: She's cursed to tell the truth today no matter what she's asked.]

[identity profile] sempreadagio.livejournal.com 2011-09-12 04:22 am (UTC)(link)
Repeating back things people say? Are you cursed... to be repeatative? People seem to be cursed today.

[identity profile] mghtbconcussed.livejournal.com 2011-09-12 04:31 am (UTC)(link)
Nope. That's definitely not the curse. More confessional and truth telling.

[identity profile] sempreadagio.livejournal.com 2011-09-12 03:56 pm (UTC)(link)
Oh no. I think I'd rather die before that happened to me.

[identity profile] mghtbconcussed.livejournal.com 2011-09-12 05:21 pm (UTC)(link)
Yeah, it's not fun. I'm mostly trying to stick to little truths, like I like red velvet cake more than chocolate cake.

[identity profile] sempreadagio.livejournal.com 2011-09-12 05:23 pm (UTC)(link)
Good plan. Anything gotten too deep with anyone yet?

[identity profile] mghtbconcussed.livejournal.com 2011-09-12 05:30 pm (UTC)(link)
Curt asked me why I didn't go home with him the other night at Stephen's party. I had to tell him about Baby Jesus.

[identity profile] sempreadagio.livejournal.com 2011-09-12 05:32 pm (UTC)(link)
So out of curiosity, what did you tell him about Baby Jesus?

[identity profile] mghtbconcussed.livejournal.com 2011-09-12 07:21 pm (UTC)(link)
That I liked him a lot and that he likes me and he's patient with the crazy and he keeps coming back and that I was pretty sure sleeping with Curt again would mess up the whole thing.

[identity profile] sempreadagio.livejournal.com 2011-09-12 07:22 pm (UTC)(link)
Wow. I'm proud of you. So you and Baby Jesus are getting along, huh?

[identity profile] mghtbconcussed.livejournal.com 2011-09-12 08:13 pm (UTC)(link)
I--don't know. And that wasn't me trying to lie. It's the truth. I think so. He came up to the store the day it opened and we hugged and I warned him about the crazy.

A few days after that, I talked to him. There was getting along over the network. I'm never sure whether I should keep talking to him or stay away and try not to hurt him.

[identity profile] sempreadagio.livejournal.com 2011-09-12 08:17 pm (UTC)(link)
Does he give you the warm fuzzies when you talk or see each other? Do you get Baby Jesus fuzzies?

[identity profile] mghtbconcussed.livejournal.com 2011-09-12 08:37 pm (UTC)(link)
I totally get warm fuzzies just talking about talking to him or seeing him. [She's facepalming here.] And that is such a bad, bad sign. I totally get Baby Jesus fuzzies.

I'm so screwed, Jill. One of these days he's going to realize he can date a sane girl and a good girl and he's going to break my heart. You remember the Jackass that shall not be named. I don't think I can do that again.

[identity profile] sempreadagio.livejournal.com 2011-09-12 08:40 pm (UTC)(link)
Baby Jesus fuzzies are a good thing. And that's why you shouldn't stay away from him.

And maybe... I don't know, he seems so nice... maybe you should give him a little more credit.

[identity profile] mghtbconcussed.livejournal.com 2011-09-12 08:55 pm (UTC)(link)
I am giving him credit. I mean, I know he's probably not going to do what Jackass did and I'm a lot more careful about the pregnant thing. Also I have it on good authority I can't get pregnant this way so yay birth control. Anyway...I know he wouldn't do that but I can't blame him if he meets nice and sane and pretty and decides he'd rather be there.

[identity profile] sempreadagio.livejournal.com 2011-09-12 09:06 pm (UTC)(link)
And no one can tell the future which leaves you taking a leap of faith... which I know is scary. But you're brave, Lucy. You've always been brave in things like this.

[identity profile] mghtbconcussed.livejournal.com 2011-09-12 09:30 pm (UTC)(link)
I'm trying> I think I'm looking for a bridge to kind of span the whole leap of faith thing.

I think...maybe Neil will give it to me. The...bridge. Not that I know what else I'd be talking about.

I'm really scared.

[identity profile] sempreadagio.livejournal.com 2011-09-13 01:32 am (UTC)(link)
Well add some happy in with that scared since you found such a nice guy and maybe the happy will eventually take over the scared.

[identity profile] mghtbconcussed.livejournal.com 2011-09-13 01:49 am (UTC)(link)
There is happy. There is lots of happy when he's around but sometimes the happy works against me 'cause it makes me so much more afraid of losing it. Not that I want miserable but miserable wouldn't be as hard to lose, you know?

[identity profile] sempreadagio.livejournal.com 2011-09-13 01:51 am (UTC)(link)
I don't know, you can still get attached to miserable when it's what you've got.

[identity profile] mghtbconcussed.livejournal.com 2011-09-13 02:07 am (UTC)(link)
See! Attached is bad and it's hard and I should probably go back to not talking to him. It'd be better in the long run for both us, you know? He'd get less crazy girl in his life and I'd guarantee that I'll never get hurt again.

[identity profile] sempreadagio.livejournal.com 2011-09-13 03:37 pm (UTC)(link)
Attached is not always bad. Attached makes you human even if it can be both good and bad. I'm attached to you.

[identity profile] mghtbconcussed.livejournal.com 2011-09-13 07:46 pm (UTC)(link)
Yeah, but you're never going to leave me or break my heart.

[identity profile] sempreadagio.livejournal.com 2011-09-14 03:00 pm (UTC)(link)
Well you never know... okay, I can't even jokingly say that. No, I'm not.

Baby Jesus just doesn't seem the breaking heart type. But if you're seriously getting that vibe from him... I don't know, maybe it is best to play it safe. You have to trust your instincts to an extent.

[identity profile] mghtbconcussed.livejournal.com 2011-09-14 04:58 pm (UTC)(link)
That's the ting...I'm not getting that vibe from him. I'm getting the opposite vibe from him and I think that makes it more scary.

[identity profile] sempreadagio.livejournal.com 2011-09-14 10:44 pm (UTC)(link)
I get it, I do. But you have to be fair to him too. I mean what if someone assumed the same of you without any reason behind it?