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[mightbeconcussed]

[Filter to Cas]

Are you normal again? Do you have any weed left over?

[/end filter]

I'm officially revoking my City is awesome card. I wanna go home.

[Filtered to Jill]

Can we do ice cream and Resident Evil movies tonight?

[/end filter]

Comments

[totallyinaband]

I think you're allowed some moping. I probably would be.

[he bumps her playfully eith his shoulder]

[mghtbconcussed.livejournal.com]

[She doesn't so much bump as lean against him, pout still firmly fixed on her face.]

At least I'm not being completely bratty.

[totallyinaband]

[And the arm goes up and around her shoulder.]

You do have that to cling to.

[mghtbconcussed.livejournal.com]

[Oh good. This is why she wanted Stephen to come over. He's a world class cuddler.]

It's the little things, Stephen. [She sighs softly.] He was in love with someone else.

[totallyinaband]

[Big, scruffy Canadian men are good for that reason.]

I know.

[Her shoulders get a good strong squeeze.]

[mghtbconcussed.livejournal.com]

[They are.]

I got stoned out of my mind and slept with Cas but I'm not in love with Cas.

[She's going to just keep her face buried against him because now she's tearing up.]

[totallyinaband]

Hey. Hey, it's alright, Lucy.

[He wraps both arms around her now, just holding her close, rubbing circles on her back. He gives her a moment to let it all out.]

[mghtbconcussed.livejournal.com]

Two months ago, I wouldn't have cared, Stephen. That would have just been...the way things are.

And for the record, I know it's stupid. I mean he doesn't love Hanna today. At least as far as I know.

[totallyinaband]

Being upset isn't stupid, come on.

[mghtbconcussed.livejournal.com]

So you don't think I'm being ridiculous? [She looks up at him kind of pouting.]

[totallyinaband]

Naw. No more than usual, anyway.

[mghtbconcussed.livejournal.com]

[That makes her laugh a little.]

At least there's that.

[totallyinaband]

c'mere.

[He pulls her into a proper hug this time.]

You'll be alright.

[mghtbconcussed.livejournal.com]

[She hugs back tightly.]

You think? Because right now contemplating all the not alright I am.

[totallyinaband]

Yeah, I do think.

[More back-rub circles]

[mghtbconcussed.livejournal.com]

[She just kind of melts into him, happy to be hugged and comforted.]

He still likes me, right? He hasn't gone over to Team Boy or Team Everyone but Lucy?

[totallyinaband]

Well he's definitely never showed up at any of the City Gay Club meetings...

[mghtbconcussed.livejournal.com]

O M G! You have those?

[Best distraction ever.]

[totallyinaband]

If we did, I don't think I'd have been single for that long.

[mghtbconcussed.livejournal.com]

Oh. Right. Now back to me.

[She pauses and nibbles on the inside of her lip.]

I can't even get a 'it'll never happen again' promise because again...not his fault so basically I'm left feeling hurt and crappy and there's no resolution to it.

[totallyinaband]

You could at least tell him you feel hurt and crappy. He can't tell you it'll never happen again, but...

Neil's really head over heels for you, you know? I really think he'd hate to see you like this.

[mghtbconcussed.livejournal.com]

Reason number a bunch that I didn't make a video post to the network.

[Lucy bites her bottom lip and nods.] I am him too and if I weren't, this wouldn't matter.

[totallyinaband]

You guys'll work it out.

I don't want to have to deal with a mopey and depressed Neil on top of everything.

[mghtbconcussed.livejournal.com]

Oh I see. Your reasons are entirely and utterly selfish. [She's smiling as she says it though, clearly teasing him.]

[totallyinaband]

That's me, yeah.

[He likes getting a smile out of her, which earns her a smooch on the top of her head.]